What is DIGITAL tv how can i know more about that?

Were can i go to find someone i dont know what to do im looking for a ts/tv/tg?

• Ok I am a bisexual man I've been in a serious relationship with a male to female pre-op before and it's the best of both worlds we had so much in common and I loved her so much still do but I can't be with her because I was in the closet at the time a she understandingly couldn't wait for me to come out I just want to feel that kind of love again if I could find someone somewhere like that again I know I would be happy again so please quit judging me and give me some real help I don't know were to go to meet some one there are no gay bars and I'm not sure that's even a good place to find love I live in a small religious town filled with bigots and hate mongers so there's no one I can turn to if I knew were to look I could find someone but I don't even know how to approach this last time I got lucky we met on MySpace that's pretty much dead now so I can't look there I've been alone for two years now saving myself for real love and it's killing me I'm so sad I dont want to be anymore I need some help a push in the right direction if I can't be happy I don't to live but I'm not suicidal that's not an option so I can go on like this what do I do please help me someone there's no gay community or support were I live it's a little farm town in southern Indiana I would leave but I can't abandon my family so I need some out reach resources something some help what do I do?

• Answer:

  You have actually posted this in the wrong section so the answers you receive may not be very helpful. First of all I would say that you need to take a look at yourself, there's more to you than your sexuality. It sounds as if others peoples negative attitude to difference is consuming you. You need to remove these people from your mind and any other obstacles or excuses that are keeping you in your present state of mind. Being in a relationship wont fix the things that are presently not right in your life or your environment. You have to be able to love, respect and appreciate who you are today before you can move forward. some of your behaviors or coping mechanisms which kept you safe years ago could actually be holding you back today. A good way to start to make changes to you routine behaviour which has held you in this stagnant permanent cycle is to make changes. You must have family or friends that live outside of your town start to contact them and pay them a visit. A change of environment will be refreshing and gives you a reprieve of being a prisoner in your own mind. Also it may sound stupid but if you can consciously do something different everyday for a week and write it down and how it felt e.g. read a book for one hour, walk some where different, change what you usually have for breakfast. Its all about empowering yourself, that you can make changes. In life you have choices, you don't have to be a victim, you don't have to feel the way you do. Loving yourself is what you are missing out on and when you accept and love yourself then the desperate seeking for any type of relationship will stop. As you know choosing the right partner is not easy so its best to to understand yourself and your needs first. Codependency only leads to misery because the relationship will always be unbalanced, one person will always have a superior role in a codependent relationship. I hope this has been of some type of help but as I said before you have posted this in the wrong section.