What should my cousin and I do while on a road trip?

My cousin raped me 2 years ago and im now ten . not alot of people know . my mom knows but she thinks ...?

• that im playing a joke on her witch i know im not the people that do know i want them to tell my dad so bad .. but i know if i and or they tell him that my dad will seriously hurt him probbably kill him and then hell call the police .. i know it sounds wrong ... but my dad is really protective of me and i want my cousin hurt or in jail ! and any time i go around him i get scared ! its bad that he did that to me because im scared of any man ... he did it so badly that im even scared of the men in my family ... even my dad ... i dont know why because nobody in my family is harmless but they are very protective ... im just wondering should i tell my dad or would it be late .... and what would the charges be ? please ... tell me ... im begging .. like yesterday i was around him and i cussed i dont even cuss im cussing around him so he could tell me not to say that and i say i dont have to listen to him like this is how the convo went.. (By The way im not scared of the cousins taht are like 19 and younger and so i was int the car with my cousin (ten .. boy ) brother 12 boy ) and my papa) so he goes..... Wassup Talia I Go **** you ***** Him- dont use that langueage in front of me but ill let it pass i said even if you didnt i woulg give 5 ***** .. what are you gonna do rape me again .... do u remember that do u do u because now im scared of my own dad ... i hope u get raped in the booty ... ! him- silence my brother - touch my sister again and i will really kill ... me and my brother are like bestfriends me - yea ya hear that ? DO U ? Just let me tell my dad .. and youll be dead in 2 point 5 ! then my papa gets back in the care by the way we were taking a road trip in my papas jaguar witch is not a kids car.. and later on that day we were in the care listening to jazz and my cousing goes ... just be quiet and let the music conversate with your brain ... and i go shut the fudge up then! and then my brother said hey liyah i go what then he goes guess what and i go what and then he goes chicken butt then he goes guess why and i go why he goes chicken butt then my cousin goes shhhh and then i go yea troy , be quiet and let the music conversate with your brain !! and then me my brother in my cousin start lauging by the way my papa was sleep so my cousinn was driving then he goes.... yalll have jokes huh .. and i go yea are yuu gonna fix them and then we got out of the care and he left because i made him mad and my brother just kept laughing .. and by the way the cousin that raped me is a weirdo so he says weird stuff and he goes power to the people butch ************ and that made me really scared .. but any time im around him i get mad and roll my eyes at him and walks out .. my brother told me to stop being mean .... my brother knows me better then any one else so he know that i was trying too be mean so my brother goes i think you should stop beong mean talia and i go i dont give a fudge he deserves it .. what do u guys think ? true story

• Answer:

  Sorry ; you had been rape ; but sending your cousin in jail for the next 25 yrs will not cure the wounds of your soul ; and by your admission ; you said if your father knew ; he would kill are almost kill the cousin ; can you imagine your father in jail for 30 yrs ? This guy who did that terrible thing to you ; well one day he will pay a high price ; in the mean time be proud of yourself . You are a survivor