What can I do with bipolar/manic depressive partner?

I want my bipolar partner back?

• Hi i'm 19 and my manic depressive ex of 6 days is 26. We had been together for two years despite him breaking up with me over various things from it being my fault he couldn't get pot (even though I dont smoke), to he doesnt love me, to a fight from something a normal couple would consider a tiff. This time I made a comment about no one having the balls to speak up (not towards him) and he lost it and started screaming at me. I then tried to tell him I wasn't talking about him to which he continued to yell. I walked into another room (we were at my cousins house) and then about 20 min later I went back into the room, hugged him and said i'm sorry.. i love you. He told me it aws over and he told me to get my stuff and leave his house. I am usually very tolerent with him and don't react angrily but after him walking out of the room continuously I screamed in his face and ended up sitting in front of the door after he told me he wanted to break up with me since a previous fight about sex I then said so you lead me on? which made him even angrier. I sat in front of the door for about ten minutes and he told me he would pull me out of the way but I would tell everyone he beat me (which he knows i'm not a liar by any means) I told him that wouldn't happen and I then got up and moved (I was beyond hysterical at this point). He left then came into the room I was in bed in and laid on the floor I asked him if he wanted to get into bed with me to which he said no. I then asked if he wanted my blanket, again no. Then later during the night I woke up freezing with no blanket and I asked him where it was and he said he didn't know but I saw he had it on himself so I asked if i could lay down to which he responded that theres no room and I told him there was. He then got into bed with me and we woke up again and I asked if he still wanted me to leave and straight away he said no. The next morning he wouldn't talk to me and we argued some more until he went home. I went around to grab my things and tried to hug him he told me 'not to start **** in his house' and left me. We have texted on and off (mostly he won't reply) but all horrible saying i'm controlling and that i'm no longer his puppet. He has kicked me out and broken up with me at least ten times. Each time eventually he tells me his sorry and he loves me. He often makes me feel really bad about myself and I often apologise for no reason. I know what I did was extremely wrong but I just want him back, he is my world and i'm in love. This is as short as I can tell it but I don't know if its for good this time. He has told me he has dumped my stuff outside which I don't believe also that he doesn't love me which I don't believe because he avoided the answer then finally exploded on me and said no. What do I do? I can't eat or sleep. If anyone has experience in this sort of thing i'd love to hear what you have to say. Thanks !

• Answer:

  I would say that there is no way to get 'em back... Sorry about that... Good luck!