I've been breaking out really bad - what's causing it?

Dont know whats wrong with me?

• I dont know whats the matter with me... Ive just come off anti drepessants was on 40mg this time last year and now have weaned myself off them....Which i am very pround of myself for doing but yet i feel paranoid about not being a nice person or a fun person.. Thing is ive had many friends with strong opinions on things before and i found they were quiet negative about things so ive kinda removed myself from their company but still are friends with them so I kinda feel a bit of a ***** for that... I am a single mum with two boys i work and always have done ive been on my own for 9 years now and have manage well i think even though ive been through so many tough times that i was hoping to come out sane the other end and not take life so seriously but its hard when you have so much **** in your life to deal with and friends that are negative about your personallity I keep thinking am I really that bad.. I wish peolple will just let other people be im not breaking the law and in not doing drugs or anything bad just trying to live my life the best i can and raise my lovely boys as best as i can but still get put downs all the time I really want to escape and start a fresh somewhere new but cant as my boys are settled and my mortgage kinda prohibits me.. Please send advice as i hate feeling like this and i dont want to be a winger..

• Answer:

  Honey, sounds to me like you are doing OK on your own, i went throught this at my marriage break up, I think a lot of it is jealousy, we do things our way, we get on with things, dont let anybody bring you down they are not worth it and I found they were not my frineds anyway, i am sure you will find the same thing. You are a strong beautiful lady, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, have a good look in the mirror and love what you see there. And good luck, dont let anybody bring you down. Love and Hugs