Does this sound like ADD or Dyslexia? please help me?

1 - you sound like you are sliding into some anxiety or depression and need some help. 2 - share your concerns and feelings with a trusted adult if you cannot talk to your parents. 3 - it is unlikely that you can get any medication without an evaluation by a medical professional so your parents would have to know. 4 - Statistics have shown that the incidence of drug abuse is HIGHER among unmedicated teens that those who are on medication for ADHD . Theory being that they are looking for ways to self medicate.

Ask your doctor for a referral, and get tested - once you have a proper diagnosis, you can discuss your options as well as look for alternatives. Unless it took you forever to write this, I doubt you have dyslexia - it sounds more like a concentration disorder like ADD or clinical depression (a brain chemical imbalance, not just "being depressed"), and there are lots of things you can do for those that do not entail taking drugs - although some medications can be great temporary tools. There are also schools that specialize in courses to help people with different learning styles - here is an excellent school that may be able to refer you to a program in the UK, if that is where you live, or perhaps you may choose to hop the pond: http://www.landmark.edu/ Bottom line is that you know you are struggling, and it doesn't need to happen. Find out what exactly you need to do, and find resources to fix it - they exist, and your future will depend upon getting those organization skills. It will make all the difference in the world.