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  • a little while ago i wrote in a journal. i just wrote what came to mind. like i was having a conversation with myself. but it was scattered. this is what i wrote: What is life what is love what is hate when there is love what is purpose what is meaning what is life what is love what is hate like a game of jepordy you never know something so fearless something that is indescribable what is hate when there is love how can you hate when the purpose and meaning islove what is love that i can describe how am i describing this as love. angriness is love. so what is hate. a nonexsistant word. a word with no meaning. a word with no love. what is life what is love what is hate. what is love. i search to find meaning. but how can i find love when i dont know the meaning of myself. am i love? is love me? give me some answers i plee. i never truely liked someone. what is like when there is love. love us indestructable. something so great you could take every letter in the alphabets, all the adjatives in the dictionary, but never find the meaning. what is the meaning of these words what is the meaning of me. searching to find myself. who am i? am i a monster, or a beauty within. could i be both. what am i? what is love. is love as to hate as to me, as to meaning is love searching to find its meaning am i searching to find loves meaning, am i searching to find my own meaning. am i going to have a love story with edward cullen no thats silly. outsmarting the mind. is that my meaning. thats not what i want i want robert. searching for the truth. is it the truth. is love robert as to me. no thats silly. is this me. pages of writing. i dont want fiction i want reality. real.real.real.robert.is real so give me you can taste it who am i? im in the moment im in the mood. why did i put it that way. explaining doesn't mean knowing so how does one teach? yeah i dont really get it. i also wrote this sometime after that but i don't remember doing it: i'm not that strong. i don't ignore those feelings. i cant ignore this forever. but if i have what i love, what is there to worry about? there's too many things in this world to love, so I can't regret. or worry. there's no time, too much to love. look at your grass and know it's greener on this side. knowing that when people are striving to be here you can't possibly think it's greener over there. that one makes a little more sense. i also think that i was crying when i wrote the first one. i don't know why. can somebody please help me figure out what this means? i'm dying to know

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    When we search for love and meaning we are faced with a dilemma. To truly experience love we have to leave our ego and intellectual figuring. Love and Live are synonymous and are beyond something we can figure out and only experience. To let go of our ego is something that promotes fear because we think that we will disappear or cease to exist but it is only in letting go that what we were seeking finds us. best wishes.

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wow, this is beautiful. you just let go of your daily mind set, the normal worries and regular thought processes and this came to your consciousness. some deep questions and even truths about love and life, amazing. there is some higher consciousness within us, some deep revelations can be found once we let go of the regular routine in thinking. those words are deeply inspirational and awakening to the sleeping and blind mind which never turns around and thinks about the essence but is engaged in so many mundane and trivial stuff. love is what we are, love is all there is. the question who am i beynd all what i think i am... i cannot be what i think about myself, for i am here to watch those opinions about myself. when i was little i had no self concept, it came when i was older, as a teenager i had some self concept, in the twenties there are some other concepts. so who am i? those writings can turn into a meditation and a revelation about who and what you truly are. a letting go of all we normally hold on to in life and just letting the words flow, this is wonderful. what made you cry is the deep longing of your true nature to reveal itself, to feel and realize the love that is there within you and finally to come to a place of inner peace and fulfillment where all these words finally make sense. love to you.

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