What are some good eating disorder related songs?

How do i tell her (Kindly) to get off my case? (eating disorder related)?

• There's a female friend of mine.... well not exactly "Friend" but I've known her for quite a bit. Shes 8 years older than me. I like her but recently she's been getting on my case about how i live my life... She keeps saying things like "You need to lose the control" "Come out with me and my friends and get really pi-ssed and get a burger, pizza or something after wards" But there is no reason why i would want to do that... I like going out and drinking (i only have vodka + Diet Coke though!) But not ALL the time and i don't like getting really really drunk. As for the food part... Well I am a bit of a gym bunny and im pretty obsessed with being thin and i am particular about what i do and don't eat. Basically i DO have an eating disorder. But i am a lot better off than what i used to be. I eat more than i used to (Which was practically just coffee and crackers) I've been to see counsellers over the years and although being thin and controlling what i eat is still a big factor in my life i do eat more now because its not worth feeling depressed, lonely, absolutely knac*erd and physically weak all the time and feeling like im going to faint. Add to that my periods stopped for 2 years and small patches of my hair were falling out (thankfully they are only very tiny) But anyway i understand that i have to eat more often and take care of my body (especially when im at the gym 4 times a week) and so i don't become poorly. But i still need to have my control of food and exercise. I thing it will always be a part of my life. Not as harshly as it used to be but i don't think eating disorders ever really leave completely. But i just wish she would be a little more understanding and respectful to my situation and how i choose to live rather than saying "Go out, get drunk, eat greasy fatty take away food" She is slightly aware of my situation but i don't think she actually understands. I don't want to lose my control and eat cr_ap. How do i say this without sounding nasty? Anyone who has been through and eating disorder or is still in the grips of one will understand where im coming from. Very sorry to ramble on....BTW

• Answer:

  I don't think you can say that without sounding like you have a little bit of an eating disorder, but you DO have a little bit of an eating disorder.