What's does this dream mean?

Whats my dream mean???

• Ok before i tell you about the dream here is some information about my real life My mom has heart problems there kinda bad , my grandpa is dead, my old school is torn down, i dont believe in god, and im at a park that got torn down to, On to my dream. Me and a my friend kinion were hanging out in a tree late at night watching people on the bike trail pass us it was homecoming night for my school. We decided to leave and on the way back to kinions house i saw the girl i liked getting railed in the bleachers by a guy i didn't like after i dropped kinion off i went back to the school cuz my mom and grandpa were in the house right across the street and i had to check in. Then i went to the playground behind my house and saw my friends greg and eric talking on a bench so i went over there and we hung out for a little bit and talked about homecoming. The scene of my dream went form color to black and white as i started walking back to my house i started talking to my grandpa about his child hood and how he regrets some of the things he did. He then said and oh i dropped a marble i wanted to show you can you go get it? It was my favorite marble when i was a boy so i went to the living room to look and i found my mom dead on the floor with i started freaking out crying and begging god to help me and when i got up to scream help grandfather clocks were all around me and i couldn't get out of the room what does this mean ? I woke up crying and im really freaked out right now.

• Answer:

  Dreams are the product of our own and experiences thoughts and they get jumbled together. They have no mysterious meaning. they are a natural result of what we have lived through, of what we fear, of what we wish for etc. I do hope there is someone close to whom you can talk freely; family, friends, teachers, pastor, etc. You have a lot to unburden. Sometimes you do not even have to speak. You can share silently. A problem shared is a problem halved. i wish you were close to me as I'm hugging you from afar right now.