Does any one know....?

I know this is long but if at least ONE person gives me one REALLY good answer i would make my day?

• What do I do about this guy, so there guy that I like/loved at my school. We been friends since the 7th grade an now we are going into grade 12. Anyway it’s a long story so ill make it as sort as I can. In May had this boyfriend for about a week for another school, and then he broke up with him. So then I told him I liked him soon after, and didnt say anything at first if he liked me, and I didnt push him about it. Then when I finally asked him hes like...I don’t know...and then he was like a few minutes later, I like as a friend. But then he asked how do you know if your in love, and I told him all these things and what I think about love and how if you love someone you want more then there body. You want them for everything thing they are. Now I don’t talk about my sex life at all at school, I am a virgin still, and im fine with that, but if people ask me im like thats none of your business because that between two people. And Kyle was talking about sex 75% the time. He knew I didnt like that, but anyway. I find out he still calling this guy that he went out with, and he told me they where friends. So I kept sending these inboxs telling stuff me, stuff I don’t talk about to people, and I really though I was gonna change him and he was gonna like me someday. Because he was like one of my bestfriends, and I finally felt like I had someone who got me. And now im starting to cry over here lovely. And then we get into an argument on facebook in an inbox, and I was kyle if you like darren more then me then thats fine. I understand, I just cant talk to wright now because I need to get over you. I know you don’t “care about me” and he would be like “yes I do.” But I have feeling he knew what I ment by that because I would tell him over and over. And then I was like ya but you care about him more. And hes like your wright I do, and we been having sex, and guess what I didnt tell about it because I didnt want people to know because its show be “between to people” and I was soooo sad to here that. It was like a stab in the back. So then the next day at school he like im done talking to you im tired of the “drama”. But the only reason I was having mood swing is because I really liked him, and he has a lot of problems with him self that im not gonna get into on here. And I just really wanted to help him, but he couldn’t open his eyes. So that night I send him a long inbox saying im sorry for the mood swings but I really liked all year long, and im sorry. And then I said, and I told him I know the old you is still in there but I don’t think hes ever gonna come back. So after I leave a long inbox he makes a new facebook and only adds people he like and forgets about me. So then I get over it in the summer, I got my hair died for the first time I look good. It always seems like im in a good mood over facebook.. 2 weeks later he trys to talk to me yesterday saying, im changed, im sorry, im not the same person I was, I want you back as friend. And I told him, I don’t think I can do that because im over you, and im scared that im gonna like you again. And im not talking about love or anymore bad things that happened to me growing up with you again, you played me. And he say not I didnt blahh blahh blahh, and hes like im glad you told me about love because now I can see how in love I am with darren. Hes like I really need a friend cuz I have been having a shity summer. So then say, well have a good life, a lot of other things that arnt important but coffering. But I made it seem that I was happy for him and over him, and that I didnt wanna talk to him anymore. So im sorry this is so long. But what im asking is this: Should I talk again? Can you really love someone after two mouths of knowing them, is that gonna last? Do you think he cares about me? Or should not talk to him so he can see for now that he missed out on a good friend and guy? Those are my questions. Im sorry for bad spelling and if there’s to much “drama” here. But really I just help wright now because I don’t know what to do. Btw I have known this guys for 5 years, and I didnt like him when I was first his friend, its kind of grew, and I don’t know the moment I feel in love with him, but I do. But trying really hard to not be “in love” with him now. Btw he wasn't always like this, like he use to be so sweet a didnt say much, but this year he just changed so much.

• Answer:

  DUDE THAT'S LIKE AN ESSAY, I'm not reading that.