I just want to know if anyone is going through the same thing i am or feels the same way i do.?
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I am a 20 year old male from philadelphia. When i was in my teens i battled with addiction and was a very violent person. I tried to straighten up once i turned 18 and i worked at a job for a year so i would be able to pay for college. I was excited to be able to go to college and i was determined to do my best. My second week of college i made some friends and they took me to a party. As soon as i walked in a drunk picked a fight with me for no reason. I tried to walk away but he followed me and kept trying to fight me. I couldn't take it anymore so i hit him and knocked him out. He called the police and i got an underage and an assault charge. After this all happened i went back to my old ways and i started drinking heavily, smoking weed everyday and taking E at least once a week. One night after drinking heavily my friends and i were walking down the street and a cop saw us stumbling and ran towards us so we ran. long story short i got arrested and i was charged with criminal mischief, criminal trespassing, and my second underage. I could not afford a lawyer so all the charges stuck and the fines left me completely broke. After this i straightened up and ended the year with a 3.5 grade point average. I worked all summer and kept myself out of trouble. The third weekend of this school year i went over to my girlfriend's house and we watched a movie and had a few drinks. On my way back home i walked past a frat party and some drunk asshole thought i was the guy who jumped him earlier that night so him and his friends jumped me. The cops came and when they were talking to me they asked me if i had been drinking. I told them i had a few drinks and they gave me my 3rd underage. This 3rd underage means i wont be able to drive till i am 23 and i will most likely get kicked out of school. Almost all my friends back home are either drug addicts or drug dealers and i do not want to be back in that environment. I know i do not have the worst luck in the world and i am not looking for a pity party. I just feel like no matter how hard i try i will never make anything of myself. I just want to know if anyone is going through the same thing i am or feels the same way i do?
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Answer:
yeah i had faced somewhat same situation..... so...did u got your answer???/ just asking that is there anyone else like me....will that solve ur problem???? it it is that it is really mind blowing..... well in this situation i suggest you to do some breathing exercise and meditation.Go for dynamic meditation.It includes both. And don't do it while sitting down.Do it in a standing Posture and take our everything which you have in yourself. Dance, move, cry, scream,,,,whatever you want to do .....do with that. You can get the CD of that from http://www.gurumaa.com/store/guided-medi%E2%80%A6 is also available in hindi in the same site. Practice it and see the difference. You can also practice Yoga nidra.It will help you to come out of all kind of stress and enhance confidence.
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Don't quit trying to make a better life for yourself. If you can get a 3.5 gpa then you must have some intelligence. It sounds as though most of your problems stem from alcohol. It also sounds like you have the inner fortitude and intelligence to give it up. Hang in there Budd. Don't give up the fight to strive for a better life.
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