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• (yes i have asked this before but i had to delete the old question so if youve already answered it from me then yeah) hi, im almost 15 and iv been struggling alot at school. it feels like im alone and no one understands. i have hardly any friends and the past year i began getting really sad and cutting myself and contemplating suicide. i dont think i have depression coz sometimes ill be happy and then ill be sad and want to cry and ill just shut everybody out and not want to talk to anybody and just want to be alone. iv seen a few sites on bipolar disorder but i dont think i have that coz i dont get extreamly happy like it describes and my mood doesnt change over weeks or months it changes in a matter of minutes. i can go from smiling and talking to really baddly sad and wanting to cry in the space of 2 minutes and i dont think its to do with hormones coz its been happening for over a year straight. after my mum discovered my cuts she was worried but she didnt take it seriously and i cant talk to her about it coz she doesnt understand and just thinks its a phase or something. i cant talk about it with anyone coz they just think im complaining and trying to get attention but im scared and i just wanna know why im feeling like this. i hate it and want it to stop and it feels like the only way out is death. sometimes i just need someone to talk to and no one seems to be listening. please, can anyone help me?? someone sugested talking to a close friend well i used to talk about it with my friends but they just keep saying to stop complaining about whats wrong in my life and they hardly talk to me at all anymore and if i tell them i need someone to talk to or im really upset or something they just ignore me or change the subject like it doesnt matter.sometimes i cant even talk to them at all in everyday conversation because they keep talking over me and cut me off mid sentence and it happens almost everytime i try to speak. also someone asked whats making me me sad. to be honest i dont really know. sometimes its because i feel un loved and un wanted and sometimes its because someones done something or said something but other times it will be nothing at all which is why im so confused and scared. for eg: i was out to dinner and i was just sitting there listening to the conversation (id had a pretty good day and hadnt been sad all day) when all of a sudden i was so sad! and i felt like i had to get out of there. no one had said anything or done anything to me it just sort of happened and i didnt even know what i was sad about but i just wanted to be alone and i felt like crying. also: if you give me your email i cant email you coz i only have occational access to my email account...

• Answer:

  your only 15 you have your whole life ahead of you try to make some new friend and never commit suicide your parents would be very sad you have to much to do in life to waste it and kil yourself dont do it live life as long as you can till god tells you its time to go.