How much would it be to get a train ticket on the day?

Will i buy her a train ticket ?! and if she doesnt turn up their will be my answer?

• I have lost my first love and can`t cope with waken up and not finding her their. I done so much together were even going to get married and then in april we broke up because of me....I was in care from the age of 8 and never knew what love was or should be so i pushed her away , we talked on the phone and still love each other but i think i have hurt her that much she is frightened to give me this chance i so truly want but i can`t give up even after 8 months....she was the one who was their every day the one to wipe my fears away the one who always believed i could do the impossible, i have recently applied for the fire service something she always knew i could do iv passed 3 stages it will be my 4th if i pass tomorrow im trying to make her see that with her belief i could make the impossible possible!! Some morings i do wish this pain would go away but i don`t ever think it will i would wait a life time to be with her again iv even tryed to take the easy way out which i no its wrong to even think of as this could hurt her for the rest off her life and im not wanting that please help me with things that i could do to show her that im sorry and its only ever been her that i want as im no good at words ( was thinking about jumping on the train to manchester knocking on her door and just giving her a kiss and saying i love you then leaving but i don`t think that would work) or even just sending katie a train ticket to newcastle and if she doesnt turn up then their will be my answer and il then move on please what should i really do

• Answer:

  follow your heart, do it, go there and show her how much she really does mean to you