How do I know if I'm having a mental breakdown?

Im at a complete loss of what to do..?

• im having what i think is a complete emotional breakdown i have been in a relationship where only i am trying my partner isnt in love with me we have a 1 year old child together i feel so alone. we live in a isolated part of europe and i have no family no friends and no support. i often think of sucide but would never do because of my daughter so i keep going day after day but im hurting so much its hard to breathe i cant eat i feel like there is a giant weight on my chest i dont know how much more i can take though how much pain can one go though i know there has to be limit they say whatever kills you makes you stronger but im starting to think im one of the weakers one's and i really cant take anymore pain. all i do all day is sit in the house and take care of my daughter i often go 3 or 4 days without ever leaving the house. the weather is terrible here and its not like i can just go for a walk it rains ALL the time. i dont have a car so i cant go anywhere. me and my partner are together we live together anyways. everytime i try to talk to him about whats bothering me or how im feeling he thinks im starting to start a fight and storms off. which he does all the time. he doesnt understand that if he isnt here or available to talk to, he rarely ever answers his phone to me. anyways then im stuck in the house. the only things i ever get to do is go to the grocery store which is only maybe one a month, grocery store is long ways away. well im feeling at my lowest ever i have made an appoitment with a thearpest but what can i do in the mean time. its getting worse and worse just to wake up in the morning

• Answer:

  maybe you should move to somewhere less depressing, cause it sound like your enviroment isnt helping you either, and have you tried talking to your partner about this?