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How do i find friends my own age 27 social america?

• hi, im a 27 yr old woman, ill be 28 soon and I have no friends. i am sick right now with a serious medical problem so i cant work or go out much, so i stay home sick most of the time at my parents house, wit nothing to do but go on the computer. i dont feel well every day but i have no friends to talk to and my relatives ignore me. i have no life and no youth, ive had a hard life sofar. ive been sick for the last few years and i lost hope then for a few yrs before that i was in a major accident and was crippled and had to relearn to walk again over a few yrs. so my entire 20s were spent recuperating from bad events. and my childhood and teen years were traumatic and i had no childhood. i feel weird like my life should be better. i see peers of my age and post college and they travel, socialise, start any career they want, pay their own rent, marry etc. and i cant do any of that, i feel like im 90 yrs old because im too sick to even walk down the street sometimes and i sit weak all day at my parents house. i also feel bad about myself, self esteem because since i got sick i got depressed sort of from it, not mental or suicidal depressed but i felt worthless like how will things go my way. and i had no energy, and had the chills, shakyness and weakness so i would munch on food at home to try to get energy and ate chips, donuts,cake, soda, ice cream, french fries bad foods and i gained alot of weight. so people might judge me because im around 20 pounds overweight now. i try to be a tough girl and be like it will be ok, bla bla but it wont, 2 yrs passed and im still sick, i didnt even get to go finish college because i wasnt well enough to go to any class. and i cant concentrate sometimes because of the chronic physical pain i have. so i mostly focus on stuff tat distracts me, fun stuff, online video games, things like that but i am lonely and need a support system, some people to be there for me, to help me find solutions, friends to stand up for me. its a tough world and ive been bullied because im sick and im scared too because its life threatening and have like a 10% chance to die from it. so since i never go anywhere how do i find friends my age to talk to. dosnt have to be 27 could be a 25 or 30 yr old i feel awful, i want to feel young while i still am young, but i feel like im 90 or maybe 12 since im not independant and live with my parents. theres no life or quality of life for me. im going through the motions of life, waking up, eating, check email, stare at thhe clock, make doctor appointment, cook dinner, read magasine it dosnt seem good. no great stuff, also even tho i live with my parents they never talk to me and dont get along with me, so i do my own thing, i cook my own meals, eat seperately , avoid them. so how do i find some friends, im from america the usa. also how do i find online pen pals too which might be good if im not well enough to leave the house to meet friends? i cant go to random chat rooms because most of them are filled with creeps and shady criminals, so no friends there. i lost contact with any old friends i had but it wasnt that many people since ive always had something get in the way of me going to school and meeting people. and alot of people my age are busy, married, moved to new city, have kids to take care of

• Answer:

  please message me. i would love to be your friend. i will explain more about me when you contact me, but i am in a similar position to the one you're in...although my condition is not life threatening. but i am desperately in need of friends to talk to as well. so please contact me.