I did something really bad and now i need help please help me.

I did something really mean to a friend, but I only did it to prove a point. long but i please need help! :(?

• Okay so I'm best friends with Jared and he used to call me his best friend too, but now me and our other friend Zack are sorta equal. I know this is extremely petty, but I feel a little jealous just because I used to be first. He says we're equal, but now I feel second best. But on friday night, me, Zack, Hannah, and Jared all hung out and I told Jared I wanted to hang out with him the next day and he said sure. I didn't exactly believe him so I said, "No you won't." and he said, "Yeah I will!" and I kept saying no and he kept saying yes and I was starting to believe it and also that night Zack said he wanted to hang out with him. So, I thought it was going to be the 3 of us. The next day I text Jared and asked him to come over, but he said he was busy and later he was going to have a "guys night" with Zack. I felt a little left out because they had invited me before, and then I was just kicked out of the plan and he was all, "I made no promises." and they have a "guy night" every weekend! i dont even remember the last time I've hung out with just me and Jared. Jared kept calling me a baby and I pulled an immature prank on him....I feel bad for it now, but I thought it was funny then. I blocked him on fb. But honestly, I felt 1000x better! I actually felt happy and stress free. I told Zack about it and he was all, "YOU WHAT!?!?" and then he told me that Jared was really sad because he thought he lost a friend and he felt sick to his stomach...So I refriended him and told him I was sorry. The next day me and Zack were hanging with our friends, Jenny and Sasha. Jared wanted to come to and I asked him why, having my hopes up that he was going to say, 'because, i felt bad for leaving you out and i want to hang out with you' but no. he's all, "because i want to hang out all day with Zack! pleaaseee can i go?" i sorta felt like chopped liver then! i told him no and he felt left out! even though he did the EXACT same thing to me! Zack and I have a lot in common and I dont know him that well and this was the first time we'd hang out without Jared or Hannah, and we wanted a chance to hang out with Jenny since we just met her. Jareds left us before to go to a movie with one of his new friends, Kayla. Zack used to be friends with Kayla but he hadnt seen her in a while (just like me and Jared havent seen Sasha in a while), and he wouldnt let Zack go with him, because he want a chance to get to know Kayla. Later that night though, we went to Jareds house and I was trying to prove a point and I was all, "Well Im only here because I want to hang out with Zack!" just like he was to me about the movies. Jared was obviously hurt because he was all, "If thats true, then you need to leave." and he almost started crying, and i felt bad and I gave him a hug and told him i was sorry. and he's been really clingy with Zack lately. Zack told me Jared wanted him to hang out before, during, and after the movie! yet with me? nothing. yet he says we're equal! he never invites me anywhere, but always invites Zack to stuff. i always have to invite myself over if I ever want to hang out with Jared....am i being petty or anything? :(

• Answer:

  Well, to be honest, i think you are being a little immature with the whole equal thing - but i think you should ( i no, everyone tells you this) but say to him that your feeling left out and thats the reason why your doing all this stuff.