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How do I change my personality and my looks? (Pleeease answer please please)?

• Okay, so to begin with, I have been shy almost all my life. In 7th and 8th grade I was super shy. In my Math class, I was in a Teen Taught class with a regular teacher and another teacher who is the helper. We'll anyways, I never talked in that class. I was always silent. Even the helper, Mrs. Pool called me "Mute." I only talked if I was supost to. I didn't have any friends in that class. Now in 9th grade I am getting a little bit less shy. I was put in a Resource Room which had people in it that I knew very well and so so I was super comfortable about talking in that class. I even had my best friend in that class so I was very out going. Now it's the 2nd semester and I have a lot of new people in my class. My best friend is in 3 of my 4 classes so I talk to her every day. I am not very talkative in that class. I only really talk to my friend, and don't really talk to other people in that class unless I have to. But my 4th class which is Study Skills which is a class where you can work on homework and stuff, my friend is not in that class. There is a couple of people in that class who are Freshmen like me, and that I know, but I am not really comfortable talking to because I don't know them all that we'll and haven't talked with them all that much. In that class their is a mix of grades in their. Okay, so the girls and guys are separated into two rooms, but a couple guys come in the girls room. Everyone at least has one friend in that class except me. I am always the one who just sits at my desk and doesn't talk to anyone and just sits there and does my work. I hate being super quiet, I wish I could become more outgoing. I was really really outgoing in my Theater class last semester. There was 3 senior girls who I became very comfortable in talking to them, and we talked everyday and they thought I was really hilarious. I was extremely hyper when I was around them and we had a blast in that class. That really was awesome because I got out of my shell and I was extremely outgoing. But in this semester, I am kind of quiet again. My friend and I have Gym first block and we are playing Eclipse Ball right now, and I was just wondering how I could become more outgoing in that class? Because like how am I supost to become outgoing because we run for 8 minutes every day and we play Eclipse Ball the rest of the time, so how am I supost to be outgoing there? I really want to change stuff because I hate being shy. I only have like 2 close friends and like 2 other friends and that's basically all my friends. I want to become more out going so I could finally get a boyfriend, and I could finally get some more friends. At lunch, the only friend I have there is my friend who I have almost all my classes with. But like she gets up from the table and walks around without waiting for me to finish my lunch, and so I sit at the table alone until I finish my meal which makes me mad because I hate sitting alone at lunch, it's embarrassing. But I want to change my personality, I could really use some new friends. Okay, so I have A.D.D and I think I have OCD too, and I annoy people every time because I get mad really easily. But I want to change my personality because I hate being mad over stupid stuff and everything. Okay, and I also want to change my looks. I was born with a Cleft Palate and I HATE my nose. A lot of people had asked me before why my nose was huge and it makes me upset because I feel like I am ugly because I have this nose. I really don't think I am pretty at all. I hate my thick bushy eyebrows, I hate my lips because they are really big and I hate my huge nose. And I also hate my hair because I cut my bangs myself which I had to go to the barbershop to get them cut even, and I hate my bangs. I don't think it matches the structure of my face shape. But yeah, I hate my looks. I have very low self esteem because my looks. I always feel like I am not pretty enough and that I will never get a boyfriend because of that. I hate my looks, I want to change them. How can I change the way I look? I can get my surgery done to get my Cleft Palate fixed when I am 16 and I cannot wait for it. I am really looking forward to it because I know that it will change my looks forever and that it will make me prettier. I also hate my teeth. My front teeth are bigger then the side ones, the side ones are a little shorter. When I am 16 I can get permanent teeth get put in over my short teeth which I am also excited because it will make my smile much prettier and I will just be a new Tabitha. I am really looking forward to my nose surgery and getting permanent teeth put in because it will change my looks and make me look totally different and so I might actually be pretty. I get jealous of girls who are super pretty because I look at myself and I say, "I wish I could look like that" but I have to wait til I am 16 to look pretty. I feel like my Cleft Palate is making me

• Answer:

  lol ur in 9th grade, online relationships dont work. its like meeting a guy in the chatroom and saying goodbye, hope to never talk to you again. You just gett better as you reach high school and college. it doesnt matter your too young, i was the same way, always quite, and i still kinda am. but reality is based on how you wana change and what are you willing to do to change.