I need desperate help.

I need desperate help?

• Okay, first off I'm probably going to sound like a whiney b*tch saying how I feel about this situation but I need help and none of my friends understand what I'm going through. So I've turned to strangers on the internet, lol. At the beginning of this school year I was really close friends with this boy and had been the entire summer and the end of the year before. We were really good friends and we had the best times together. I was pretty sure he liked me because he would always hug me and flirt and i would do the same because I liked him, a lot. After school started this year he went to high school and I was in eighth grade. He was nice at the beginning but he kept getting meaner and meaner as time went on. He didn't hug me when he saw me anymore, he didn't flirt, he never texted or called me first, he never suggested we hang out, and he always brought me down. It got to the point where I finally stood up for myself and we got into a fight and then never really talked again. I told myself that if a person treated me the way he did they didn't deserve to be in my life, but I miss him so much. The nice him, the him I knew before he was in high school. The funny, kind, caring boy that hugged me whenever he got the chance and understood my silly references and laughed at my jokes even when they weren't funny. I kinda push al these feeling to the side whenever they come up but the other night I broke down and I was bawling for like 2 hours. Thats when I knew I had a serious problem. It has been months since we had our fight and I'm still not over him. I try to forget but I can't. He is part of so many happy memories I have...and so many bad ones. I try talking to my friends about it but they just tell me to get over him, they don't get that I can't, no matter how hard I try. I just feel so alone, like my smile is fake, and I'm just pretending all the time. ALL OVER A STUPID BOY! I feel so stupid feeling like this! But I can't help it! What do I do? Please help me, I need advice, just somebody who understands what I'm going through. Please?

• Answer:

  First of all the caring boy you knew is not there right now. He has to realize what he became on his own and he'll come back to you in due time. For now get a new guy to love and you'll be good as new. The only solution to love is to love more.