Help!!!!look down there,what should i write?

Well i don't even know what to write here ,,just a ****'' is excellent i guess?

• well lets start. i am 17 years 1 a lit bit overweight guy (but powerful :D) cant say very muscle thought but who cares? :)) not genius and talented but i know what i need to know. i just want to live as freeman! i often miss school i think it is enough that i already 10 Year went their for nothing from teachers you cant learn anything better take book and learn lessons yourself i think so. ofc you need some help for example in chemistry or english (ye English isn't my native language).i don't have many friends but i don't need cuz i amn't kind of guy who is friendly with everyone who says ,,hi'' i prefer to have distance. today you cant really trust everyone. :) thats few words about me ... :)) well problem is that i want to be free from everything just do what i want do do when i want. be free in everything but everyone wants somthing from me they want from me. for example my parents want from me to be genius but i don't care about that they want from me to sit with books whole day and learn shits like math and ect... : i have nothing against math but it gets really boring to study it everyday and this tg45=1 :D life is short and we spend 12 years i nschool then university and this will never end i guess ... and university is much better then school sit like dummy every day 6-7 hourse sucks . then comes work and we must work everyday ... work...work... and what then when i get lesusefull they will kick me from job and what i have nothing i will find that i spent al my life working and making money who needs money when they became 60-70 then go and buy theeth with it? i want to say that if i spent my best ages working and learning what i gain money? and what i loose ? life. or why i must work and learn ? why i cant just play and sleep or drink all my life? everyone works what heppens if 1 will rest? :D everyone dies at last so what is different if idon't learn match and chemistry or spend all my life withdocuments and building my capital ? nobody takes anything with him .... eh......................... now i have problems in school cuz i skiped a lot lessons they may kick me :D lol damn but iam what i am and i cant change. i wish i finished school without troubles but i amn't bad in anything i have just crpay teachers if i miss lessons that means that don't know anything but i know much more then moste my schoolmates i read a lot, i like history i know match chemistry, russian, a bit english, phisc i used to be one o the best student before 9 class but then i just get lazy ... well don't know wahat to do i want to hang everything but cant cuz people around me don't let me to do that and get my quiet life :D ah i don't even know why i wrote this. actually i don't talk to much and don't talk about myself. wel what the **** i wrote abouve? i will post it and then read :D so tell me what can i do ? follow system and be like other worker ants in this huge nest? but have i got other choose when i live in ,,Ghetto'' place kind of ghetto :D you can call it dump i amn't against but somtimes i like everything around me i like my dump i like what i am i like how i think and how i do but why everyone just don't **** my brain about talking that iam lazy, undisciplened and i have no future if i continiue so? :D i am sure i will be 1 from that worker ants gropu cuz if you don't follow system it will break you . ,,life is like coin, you can spend it as you want but you spend it only once'' Lilian Dickens so why the hell they don't let me to spend my fu%$$^ coin as i want? there is nothing around me i lik but what to do i am like wooden log and i follow river . i am sure when you read this you will say wth? what this guy want ? eh never mind i just wanted to write what i wanted :D and when opend chrome i saw yahoo and remembered that have account here! :)) and sry everyone or using bad words and also for broken English :) ( it is late i am going to sleep tomorrow is school and don't have time to use spell checker) :D

• Answer:

  Hi: I agree with you. But there are two way to spend money - foolishly and wisely also Any thing can go down river but it something alive to go up it. Grant it it your life but here some idea 1) What do you want to be in life 2) when you figure out # 1 : How do you get there ? 3) How much time do you want to put into it 4) Remember there are people you will eat you up alive and take credit for what you earn and take it from you. Education will help you to recognize them and discover what there plans are. 5) School will tell your future employers what type of worker you are ( they do check your school records) are you good or bad ? 6) having knowledge is one thing , but knowing how to use it and when to use it will make you a wise person (example anyone can light a stick dynamite, but it take a explosive Expert to safety use it to bring down a building without it hurt someone)" 7) for anything to go somewhere - it need to know where it is, and where it want to go to is it - the rest is a matter of correcting movements and on the time to get there. I hope this helps