How do I help my friend with guys?

I really messed up guys. This girl means so much to me. I lost my friend. Please help!?

• Guys please help me all you can with this, this is killing me :( .. I need her. READ IT ALL! Please guys, I really need someone's help! I can not lose this girl! :( So there's this girl.. That i really, really did like. She makes me so happy. We were like Best Friends, and she would be all Cuddly with me, and stuff. And always make me think that we could be something. Cause i could make her perfect, But i messed up and was being mean. Yesterday i asked if i could come over and she said no, I'm grounded. (The day before her mom and her got in a argument about me, and that's what i thought it was about.) Well her mom was like the day before, she'll probably ask you to come over tomorrow. So i thought she wouldn't mind. But then the girl said i couldn't because she was ground. So i was like "just go get with your little boyfriend then" and i didn't really mean it too much. I am kind of jealous cause i do like her. But then she got super mad, and stuff and we didn't talk today at school. But then facebook, today we started arguing about all kinds of stuff and how i really like her. But she just want's to be friends and stuff and we were both being crucial. But than i said something to the boy that she was or is talking to i said "***** you dude, ***** you" and he told her and she got really upset. Than she called me, and we were arguing. I acted like a complete idiot, saying stupid stuff. Cussing and stuff every once in a bit, (She's not a curser, she goes to church) But that didn't really make her mad just i was acting completely stupid. Than she's like i don't wanna be friends with you anymore. Don't text me, Call me, or message me. And i messed up guys! I love being friends with this girl, We have so much fun. I can not lose her again! I've already LOST her before! What do i do guys? Please freaking help me! :(

• Answer:

  Hi Justin Bieber you have school on Saturdays? I'll answer anyway. You need to get your jealously and anger under control. You need treatment or something for it. Be a lot nicer and tell her the truth how you really feel about her and hate messing up. You got to be a man now Justin Bieber. Just work it out with her. I am in a worse situation than you. I am going blind from a retinal detachment and want this girl. I will be disabled most likely.