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Why cant i remember my past and the things i remember i remember them not as me? ?

• soo i want to remember my childhood but i cant and the things i remember i dont remember living them i see it not in my eyes . i cant even remember my last teo years i rememeber some things but again i see them i dont actually remember going thru it. it is really weird does this have a name?how come i dont remember going thru it but i see myself going thru it and i can feeel the pain ive went thru but i dont remember living it?and as for my childhood i cant reemember jack i remember one thing and nothing more at all i dont even see anything from my childhood like i can se my past few years.. its just really odd and it bothers me i want to remember i want to remember my past few years in my eyes not seeeing myself go thru it i just dont get why i see it that way and y i cant remember anything from my childhood mainly from birth til age of like 7 i do remember some things not many from school in first and up i dont remember things that have happened at home or anywhere but school i see myself in school and when id be at home at night crying every night and i see myself being teased in school and the funny things ive done but nothing else..im not depressed no more that i know of i didnt suffer childhood trauma that i know of i had bad times in skool when i was younger i had fam and other problems a few years ago but everything is good now im happy and i just wana know why i cant rememeber and hows it possible to seee myself go thru things and not in my own shoes?

• Answer:

  i get this! i feel like when i'm tryna remember things, i KNOW it was me, but i cant connect. it's like watching a movie or something, complete disconnection from my own memories http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization <--- Have a look at that