Cant seem to get my messages?

Cant seem to get over my best friend?

• (sorry if this is long) Hello. I cant seem to get over my best friend leaving me, Well it all started when She asked me if she should quit water polo and do volleyball with me (since i was going to try out for volleyball) and said "sure if you want, it would be waaay fun if we were both in volleyball and im going to tryout on wedsday. " So she was like "okay ill think about it." . Next day after school i went to try out for volleyball and forgot i needed a physical so i asked the coach if i could try out , but i don't have my physical. They said i couldn't so i said alright. The next day my friend comes to school and says how she quited water polo for volleyball and asked why didnt she see me at the tryouts. I said "sorry , i went to the tryouts but i forgot i needed my physical to try out......(plus that was almost the last day of tryouts, it was more like a last minute thing for me. )" SO sorry!" Then she was like alright then things were normal after that. a week later she comes to school and says how she QUITS volleyball all because i wasn't on there or something. I was like wdf you shouldn't of quit and then she tells me how she didnt even wanna do volleyball anymore. So then 2 weeks later my other friends we hang out with (we hang out in a group) come over and says this " Miya said she cant hang out with you anymore because her mom said your a bad influence and you made her quit water polo and volleyball. So she cant hang out with you anymore. " Then i said something like "WDF Okay first of all......It was HER choice.....and i only ENCOURAGED her to do volleyball..i didnt Make her!! And secondly...SHE quitted volleyball on her own! i never told her quit volleyball! WTF?!" Then they were just like....Uhmm..well its your fault cause you made her quit volleyball and water polo. -___- did they not hear what i just said???! Anyway, after that my best friend didn't talk to me or hang out with or anything at all. I came back home from school and went on youtube and facebook and found that she blocked me. For the first month of her not talking to me or hanging out with me she give me and my other friend death glares which i cant even understand WHY.( My other friend use to bully her a lot! and we all told him to stop cause it was mean ) Its been a year now and it seems like I cant get over her. Like i found new friends and all that but me and her hang out in the same spot because our friends hang out in the same area. I always get an awkward feeling when shes around my friends with her other group of friends she talks to. Then I found out some WEIRD news. My other friend( the one that used to make fun of her and be mean to her) Has became friends with her again and now i see them hangout and talk sometimes. I don't understand why she would let her mom control her friends at all. If our friendship really meant something to her..she would tell her mom no or something...and i didnt even do anything really which confuses me the most. I cant get over her..I try to forget about her but it seems hard.....I try not to hate her for what she did (which of course i dont) but everytime someone brings up her name i feel some sort of anger or jealousy of some sort. Damn, I even had dreams about her talking to me again or us finally hanging out again. Does anyone know how i can get over her? P:S Her Mom Didnt like me because she was racist towards my race.

• Answer:

  She doesn't deserve you Forget and her and start making new friends that will help you to over come this Good luck from dionne