Is it normal for me to feel this way?

Is it normal to feel this way? ?

• Is it normal for me to be so depressed & to have the thoughts I have? Ever since my first panic attack I felt right. I've dealing with anxiety & depression for about 8 months now & even though I have my happy moments where I'm in a good mood & all, I never feel like it's good enough. Im hardly anxious anymore & I don't get panic attacks often but I still don't feel the same. It feels like ever since my anxiety surfaced, things haven't been quite the same. It's almost like my anxiety came, drained me, & left. I still have depressing thoughts though. I'm always thinking there's no point in living & that it won't matter if I die young, death is death. My memories will all die with me so why should it matter if they're good ones or not, yanno? Like, Once I die I'll just be gone. It's not like in going to die & my ghost will be like "Geeze, I should of had fun while I was alive". So does anyone's existence even matter? Sometimes I feel like I'm going to hell because I'm a bad person. I'm always thinking my intentions are bad. Like I'm pretty mean to people & I'm very arrogant & I always feel like I'm above everyone else. I'm also selfish. Anyway, I just wanna know if it's normal for me to think this way & if I'll grow out of it (I'm 16). Also will I ever feel the same as I did before my anxiety surfaced?

• Answer:

  You seem depressed, which is a common state of lot of people adults or teens. You should see a doctor, and try not to worry to much about your mood. I mean, don't think your are not normal. Try to find an activity you like, like sport, meeting people. As you grow, you evolve, but you will be happy again.