What do all these events and dreams mean?

I had to re-read some of this to put some of the things you give into perspective. I am wondering if this women is actually someone you knew when you were very young, before the first 'dream' began. Your emotional connection to the 'dream' person was very real to you then, even when you thought she was only a dream image. Then you meet her and immediately have the same feeling. She then suddenly disappears from your life and you are admonished to NOT try to contact her. The associations are almost parallel with a child to a mother, or other relative, even a nanny who was there for first steps but then become fuzzy memories to a growing child once she is absent...almost as if she never really existed. You say "She hugged me often told me I was still loved.i havent heard from her in years, people say I should try contacting her but I'm not allowed to.." This is disturbing on two levels: 1. It sounds as if this woman DID in fact tell you this when you were very, very young in hopes that it would be ingrained enough in your mind that it would carry through the years and you would not forget; 2. you are 'not allowed to' suggests that someone with some power over your welfare doesn't want you to know, or to care? I believe you need to find this woman. You need to know who she is and how she is aligned in your life. There is a reason, an event you need to know.

O.o *mind explodes*

The lady that you saw or got a feeling about in your dreams earlier on and then met an actual person who gave you the same kind of feeling, represents certain qualities within you that are being brought to your attention through the presence of an actual person, being the lady. There have been specific times in your life when this has happened and that is no coincidence. These two people represent different qualities that you have within yourself. We all have a dark side, and so your dark side attracted the "evil" person, and The reason why you felt tricked or betrayed or whatever by the "evil" one is because you do not identify with your dark side. I believe that what is being revealed or shown to you is two different paths, evil and good. This is why you have been having a series of dreams and real life experiences that seem to be telling one story. The thing is that you have to choose who you really want to be or the path of darkness or light. This is a bit complex to explain here because I have to stay within the parameter of your question. It is not so much the lady that you have to contact again per se but rather you have to develop the qualities within yourself that reflect the character of the person that you really want to be. So the answers lie within you and are already there. You did not identify with the evil or dark side and that's why it was a bad experience for you. You are welcome to continue this conversation with me, if you need to because I'm sure that you need more specifics or will have other questions to help you grasp my answer more fully in a way that enables you to use the information to your benefit,

I had to re-read some of this to put some of the things you give into perspective. I am wondering if this women is actually someone you knew when you were very young, before the first 'dream' began. Your emotional connection to the 'dream' person was very real to you then, even when you thought she was only a dream image. Then you meet her and immediately have the same feeling. She then suddenly disappears from your life and you are admonished to NOT try to contact her. The associations are almost parallel with a child to a mother, or other relative, even a nanny who was there for first steps but then become fuzzy memories to a growing child once she is absent...almost as if she never really existed. You say "She hugged me often told me I was still loved.i havent heard from her in years, people say I should try contacting her but I'm not allowed to.." This is disturbing on two levels: 1. It sounds as if this woman DID in fact tell you this when you were very, very young in hopes that it would be ingrained enough in your mind that it would carry through the years and you would not forget; 2. you are 'not allowed to' suggests that someone with some power over your welfare doesn't want you to know, or to care? I believe you need to find this woman. You need to know who she is and how she is aligned in your life. There is a reason, an event you need to know.

O.o *mind explodes*