What's does this dream mean?

Horrible dead pet dream :( whats it mean!?

• What I can remember is my boyfriend and I (particularly me, he was just with me in the dream) were in an apartment, that's on the 4th or 5th level- its not specific- its night time. were in a large kitchen with a long row of windows. one of the windows is open, i didn't see my self open it but i know I'm the one who leaves it open. I may be holing my 2 dogs (boston terrier 9lbs and Chihuahua 8lbs) or i set them on the window pane. from here they both fall out the window. I do not purposely push them or drop them, matter of fact I do have my arms around them (that why I'm not sure if their in my arms or on the window pane) I look out the window in horror (boyfriend is still next to me) but don't look down where the dogs land. that's how i know were in an apartment high up. as I'm looking down i decided i have to be sure they fell and if their ok. I see from high the chihuahua lands in some type of gutter from the house- he appears to be dead. a few feet to the right of him is the boston terrier, who i cant see in detail, but has spattered on the concrete, shes defiantly dead. later on in the dream (we continue the dream but come back to this earlier dream) I realize we will have to clean the boston terrier off the concrete. we end up on the ground level and i see the chihuahua is getting up and appears to be fine (maybe a broken leg? not seriously injured... but roughed up) I tell my boyfriend in my dream, telepathically, that i wont be able to clean Qi, our Boston terriers splattered body up. i turn away, holding the chihuahua, knowing my boyfriend cleans Qi off the concrete... again, we continue in the dream. and after I'm dreaming new dreams we come back to inside of the kitchen. its possible im still holding the chihuahua, i walk by the trash and glance in it and see Qis face, in this kitchen trash can full of trash!, which her skin is pealed back/off on one side with her eye kinda popped out and hanging. i look away. and wake up. horrible. whats this mean?? Me and Qi are closest!! shes my robin and im her batman. I been also watching a lot of the anime full-metal alchemist before bed... maybe that could be why?? thanks in advance!

• Answer:

  Think about your relationship with your boyfriend and how that affects your actions to those dependent on you or closest to you...like family. Apparently your boyfriend can't fix all that's broken in your family -- at least not to your lasting satisfaction.