Nervous about my first day on a the first job?

I was sick on my first day of a new job on my office floor!!! do i go back ?

• Monday morning , first day of my new job. Feeling nervous ,tummy not 100% did not have dinner the previous night or breakfast as was so nervous. Big break the one i had worked for in my career. Anyway all going well, apart from it being extremely hot as we are having a heat wave and i'm starting to feel hungry. Suddenly i go really dizzy , i polity say excuse me to my manager and the client we were talking to , i try to find the toilet but i don't no where they are , i'm feeling really dizzy and hot now and walk back to my office , only i don't get there in time and the worse thing happens! I vomit on the floor in the corridor and all in my office and it was loads. My boss then comes to finds me and is faced with vomit and me in a right mess! i have to clean it up and the room is shut so a deep cleaning team can come up and clean it. All my colleagues saw it i am so embarrassed , i was sent home and am now in bed with stomach flu. My boss has phoned and said my job is there for me if i want it and its just one of those awful things that happened. An that all my colleagues are very concerned to see how i am. But as far as im concerned im always going to be known as that women that puked on her first day! Also if i do go back im so nervous in case it happens again! physiological i no , but i suffer from panic attacks so now all i want to do is run for the hills . What would you do ? How would you feel ?

• Answer:

  Girl your over reacting! Its only human to feel embarrassed it happens to everyone your not the first colleague to puke in the office you need to go back hold your head high and laugh it off don't stress about it :)