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I need help, I really don't want to but everything is just not worth it?

  • Today I had started with a good start, normal I was happy, after all yesterday I took a big step after they took my braces off, everything was going perfect. That is until a little while ago. My dad acussed me directly from taking some of his medication which I didn't, he then yelled at me saying "Enjoy your dope while it last." He didn't look for it or anything until about 10min after that. He walked into my bathroom looking for it and cam out with the bottle in his hand, I started crying and screaming over and over again "NO!NO!NO!" .. he later said he found it in his car and tried to sort of apologize with out really apologizing. This isn't the first time it happens he's lost things before and always blames it on me, but this is the first time he apologizes. Thing is it really hurts. I've been sucidle since I was 8-9years old because I was bullied pretty bad. I was bullied from the age of 5 and today I am 15. I want all the memories to disappear, and after what he did to me today has been the final straw. I want help I have asked for help since I was 9, but everyone took it like a joke saying a kid that age can't be suicidal. I just want everything to be quiet, to be nice and peaceful, I want to be happy. Tomorrow a few friends are throwing me a good bye part because I am traveling and they want me to have a good memory of our first year in high school. Thing is I am the one who always says hi, morning, or i love you first, the One who always smiles at people first. If some one looks at me tomorrow and says morning or hello or a smile I think it will make things better, make me not do things. I need help, what is the best thing for me to do? I dont want to continue like this for the rest of my life.. Tips etc are welcomed.. Have a nice day/night, thank you for your time. Blessings, -A.C.

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    GET SOME HELP. You are still young - your brain is still developing. Getting therapy and/or medication now will work a lot quicker now than when you are older. Force your dad to understand that you need help. GET HELP. You have grown through adolescence with a suicidal brain - you don't want this brain to continue staying like this! You need to take action and force it to change!

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Honey you really need to talk to someone about this. Anyone that you trust. NO SUICIDE. REPEAT AFTER ME. NO-SUICIDE.

Ali Deej

remember, you won't be home with dad for long! you'll be free in 4 years, and hopefully you'll be going to school and being successful, etc. things are hard at your age, but you are so young and have so much potential, please don't kill yourself. i tried. i tried so hard to kill myself. i have been in the hospital 6 times for suicide attempts, and that doesn't even include all the attempts that failed that i didn't go to a hospital for. don't do it. it's just not worth it. everything will get better, but in the meantime you need to get help. clearly, you have clinical depression, and maybe BPD, or bi-polar, who knows. i can't get a good idea of who you are and what your problems are judging solely by your post here. but a psychiatrist/psychologist/therapist can give you all the pertinent info you need. if you need help, there is surely a local mental health source you can access. it's hard, but you can get through it. and you will be a much better person in the end for going through all you have been through.

Calvin D

What this is, is like you need some encouragement like no one can really solve it for you. See, though I have the faith in you that you will rise above this from reading your question.

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