Help with starting acting career?

I NEED help with acting!! (intuition...etc??)?

• alright, so im not completly sure what im asking so im just gonna go right into it. My name is natalie and im 15 years old...and in seven years, i'll be an alcoholic. Actually i wont but i felt the need to put that in there. ANYWAY, all my life i sorta acted in a way. Never in classes, just sorta by myself..i have an overactive imagination. haha. I make up random scenarios (usually tragic ones for some reason. haha.) and basically go along with it in my head. I guess thats not technically acting...its more role playingg then anything. I secretly always wanted to act in classes or something, but when i was little, i was insanely shy. Im not super outgoing these days or anything, but certainly not socially challenged like i was then. :P. SO im planning on taking acting classes starting next fall and throughtout that school year. This summer i think im going to record myself doing some monologues and post them on yuotube for some feedback. I really feel like i want acting as a career which doesnt make much sense considering i really havnt acted much. Recently, ive just been so interested in it, and film-making as well. The problem is, its like im scared to be bad at it. Barely practiced things out loud.. Mostly just in my head. I think im scared of being bad at acting...( i feel i should add that i DONT want to be famous. im acting to be an actress..NOT a celebrity) Not saying i have zero interest in being famous,...im meen, c'mon, im only human, and humans crave attention. Fame is NOT my strive for this though and at the end of the day, i value my privacy too much...Its like i have this intuition though inside me telling me to act. When i think about, its super exciting because i really do love it. Ive been trying to be the best me that i can be! (cheesy..i know:P) basically ive been getting better at oral presentations and talking to teachers/adults i dont know. my voice sometimes quivers when i give presentations though..how can i help taht? my face gets a little blotchy red too.. Luckily, i am 38479459x more better at presentations now then i was awhile ago. Help in any way you can whick any additional info! thank you!!!! 22 minutes ago - 4 days left to answer. Additional Details i think the acting classes will help alot with talking infront of people too

• Answer:

  Give up acting. Start gaming. Buy a gaming PC.