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• I have a question, is this still a part of Depersonalization/Derealization wherein people try to make you feel love and happiness.. Like they tell jokes around you and they hug and kiss you like what my boyfriend always does but the happiness and love can't seem to register into you? Like you can't absorb it? Everytime I hug him or I kiss him there's like an invisible emotional wall that's between us and it doesn't let me feel fully what I used to feel but I KNOW I love him because he was the one thing I was the most sure of in my life before this happened to me.. I feel this way even for my dreams and ambitions in life.. How can they suddenly change so much so fast.. I can't feel anything positive about my ambitions and goals in life now but I used to feel so happy, excited and ecstatic about them.. And when this happened.. I just couldn't feel anything for it anymore which is making me think that I don't want the things I want because I can't feel anything for it and UGH~ it's so confusing I just want a peace of mind already! I just hate feeling stuck in the middle.. like you know you love someone so much and the next thing you know you can't feel anything for them or for anything you love doing.. I hate being torn like this. I know I love doing those things and being with these people but I can't actually feel it which makes me doubt.. and I hate doubting cause it makes me feel bad... Ugh.. I'm so confused. I just want to be sure about things.. Like I said, I hate being stuck in the middle of knowing that you love someone so much and it's impossible that you'd fall out of love with him in a duration of what? 4 days.. but you can't feel anything all of a sudden... It just hurts... Opinions? Do I still love the peopel I love and the things I love doing...? Is it worth it to doubt all of these even when I know I love these people and things that I love doing ? What should I do? Help! It's making me so frustrated.. ** I've been recently prescribed alprazolam for anxiety, it's gotten rid of my chest pains but the Dp/Dr/not feeling emotions is...I don't know how to describe it.. Sometimes there is feelings for the things I love again and sometimes there isn't.. I don't know it's laggy and up-and-down-y. PS: NO, I'm not getting tired of my boyfriend nor the things I love doing because I know I'm not that type of person so don't tell me to just 'do something different' because I felt differently about these things in a matter of DAYS. You can't be hanging out with your boyfriend at your house, swimming and making out like there's no tomorrow and then a few days later you just can't feel anything for him for no reason.. even my DREAMS that I've been so excited for for how many years in my life ... my feelings for it DISAPPEARED in a matter of DAYS. So I don't think it's because I'm tired of those things. k.

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  http://peacewithgod.jesus.net/ If I could use only one sentence to point you toward lasting happiness it would be this: True happiness can only be found in God, for only He can meet the deepest yearnings of our hearts. Let me explain. You see, we aren't on this earth by accident. God created us, and He put us here for a reason: to know Him and to enjoy His presence in our lives, both now and throughout eternity. God even created us with an empty place in our hearts—an empty place that He alone can fill. The Bible says, "He has also set eternity in the hearts of men" (Ecclesiastes 3:11). Whenever we try to fill that empty place with anything or anyone other than God, we are bound to fail. No matter how many things we have or how successful we are, that empty place is still there. But when we come to Christ, we discover that God loves us, and He makes us part of His family. More than that, He comes to live within us by His Holy Spirit. Think of it: God wants you to be part of His family forever—beginning now. By faith turn to God and tell Him that you know you need Him. Then open your heart and life to Christ and ask Him to fill the empty places in your life. Jesus promised, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives" (John 14:27). Turn to Christ today and discover the joy and peace He alone can give. http://peacewithgod.jesus.net/