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Problems with rude people on Yahoo Answers.?

• I am 32. Female. I am a bodybuilder recovering from my last knee surgery. I don't go to the gym, because I am embarrassed I lost so much size, and I don't want them to see me. I work out and do physical therapy by myself at home. I was freakishly big and that was my goal. I was 190, about 5'7 and 5%-6% body fat at my best. I won many shows every time I competed for my age group and overall etc. So I tried to make friends online since I don't leave the house much. I started using computers while injured to pass the time. Computers are knew to me, since I spent my life in a gym. I worked out all day and worked in gyms. I had no one to teach me computers so am still learning since last October. I noticed people are extremely rude to me. They say rude things to me. They try and spread rumors about me, which is immature. I tried to help everyone, but they hurt my feelings. They copy my questions and answers, block me for months and mock me. I just recently payed attention to the things people say about me online, and they are lying. I went and blocked all the suspicious people. Then the violations stopped. I answered every ones Star Wars questions when I first came on Yahoo Answers and most fitness questions I thought were good. But it is painful to talk about the gym a lot, since I can not do what I used to. I asked for help with depression lately and one person was so rude it made me think of my parents who are abusive, and I took a lot of medications to sleep. Then they gave me a violation for the question. My account was eventually suspeded. I need the accounts to ask questions. I have no one at home to talk to. I am on level 7 on this account and was 4 on the other. I had the second, because reporter trolls have been after me. I have some fetishes that I do talk about. It feels good to talk about them. They are harmless, and people don't understand them. I am not a pervert or pedophile. I would give anyone the shirt off my back. Anyway I noticed people calling me names when they answered my questions. On person said I'm f*cking ugly, one said I'm stupid. I would have made lots of money modeling or won bodybuilding competitions if I was ugly. I wouldn't have been accepted to West Point if I was stupid. I got 4.28 GPA in high school and straight A's in college. It hurts when they spread rumors that I am ugly, old, stupid etc. These things are not true, and it reminds me of my parents who were abusive psyically, emotionally and verbally when I was a kid. I also have OCD, ADHD, Depression and possible Schizophrenia. People on Yahoo Answers make it worse. They don't know me. I am also androgynous/gender queer. I am a good person. I would give the shirt of my back for anyone. I try to help people any way I can. I have always been this way and have been taken advantage of many times. The people I dated have always been abusive. I lost a lot of money, because I spent it all on them. I lost a lot of time too. So these rude people on Yahoo Answers have made me feel really bad about myself. I love Star Wars and working out. Is that really something to make fun of? Boba Fett is my favorite character. I can realte to him especially young Boba Fett. By age 19 I realized I am sexually attracted to him. This opened up a whole new world for me. Fan fiction, art and cosplay. I write about Boba Fett, draw and paint Boba Fett. People have even stolen my fan fiction and posted it as theirs. I make my own Mandalorian armor and cosplay bounty hunters with a group of people. I am kind of different I admit, but why are they so rude to me? I put an actual picture of myself up in my avatar, so they could see I'm not lying and they had the nerve to tell me it isn't me. They took it down. That hurt. It was a recent picture, so I was not even freakishly big. By the way my dreams were always to join the Army or be a firefighter/paramedic. I got side tracked with bodybuilding. Now I want to make a career change, and it is hard to get people to take me seriously at this age. People online don't believe anything I say, and it hurts. Evey day I think about suicide, because I have no friends. And with all the rude people I realize life is not worth living. The autistic kid I volunteer to help, who is home schooled, has more friends than me. I have thoughts of committing suicide now. I met one halfway decent guy who is into muscular chicks. He is 26. But he puts his parents first before a significant other he says, and I think it should be the other way around. I obviously don't put my parents first. Many things he said make me realize I am not good enough for him. I never thumbed anyone down or reported anyone by the way. This is all very immature to me. How do I not let people hurt my feelings?

• Answer:

  my friend you have worked hard,to get wear you are,so Don't let immature morons get to you,that is what they are as im sure you know that,you made your Body Strong,now its time to make your Mind Strong,you can do this its not as hard as you may think,you do say about Suicide think would you do that because of some immature morons,who don't have a Brian Cell between the lot of them,no you would not,your made of stronger stuff than them,and you help an Autistic kid to,all the Rude people have not got the Brains,to say anything normal or constructive,so out comes there rubbish that's all they know,you seem a fine Lady and you will meet the right guy in time,so from me take care get your mind stronger and i bet you will fined things a lot better,Remember,it is better to have less thunder in the mouth,and more lightning in the hands,an Apache Proverb.