Agony Aunt? Someone to talk to over MSN?

I have suddenly become really depressed.. Please help someone?

• So I'm 16 and I am on my half term holiday, before the holidays I was really happy, my friends had been amazing to me, I was in a happy family and I just loved life and had the motivation to live every second of it, I went away for a week with my family, but when I came back everything seemed to change, which caused me to depression, I'm going to write the details as it seems to relax me a little when I know I'm telling someone who I feel like they care. Okay well basically my friends seem to not want to see me always making excuses and I found out they had a party yesterday and didn't tell me, and then my best friend from out of school keeps promising to do things with me but then ditching me to do them with her school friends so I no longer feel like I can trust her, my family have also been on a down low so I don't really have anyone to talk to as they have bigger problems then me, and I have no motivation to revise, do coursework or get up I just cry for no reason when I try face it I really can't help it, I know this last thing you will all just say stop thinking about it, but I can't stop! I keep constantly thinking what if I died, what reaction would I get, who would care, what would I write in a suicide note ect... So basically I guess I need some one to talk to or help, but I don't want to hassle my parents I don't want them to worry after all they have been through is there like an online agony aunt ? I don't know please help someone!

• Answer:

  I have the same problem with my friends! It's not that they're ignoring you, people can just get distracted over the holidays! It will all go back to normal when school starts again. PLEASE don't think about killing yourself! PLEASE, I BEG you! If you need to talk to someone, I'm a 15 year old girl- [email protected]. 