My friend can do this cool thing on msn...how?

How do I get my best female friend to trust me on that?

• First of all, I'm male. So, I have this friend of mine, which was my best friend since 2007 (I'm 13, so is she). At this time, we were in 3rd grade. I was kind of the fat kid in class.I was really fat. I was that kind of kid who was to shy to talk to girls. Even with her. In about the 4th grade, I started liking her. So, times passed, we were in 6th grade. I really liked her at that time. And, no, I wasn't the fattest kid in school anymore. Even thought I wasn't really the thin one. My best friend moved out of the country (male best friend), so I had to get a new buddy to hang out with. So, I found this guy that we started talking and became best friends really quickly. At this time, I decided I should talk to my friend and see how it goes (fem. friend). However, by the time I was going to try out for something, I found out my best friend started dating my best friend! I kind of started hating him, but I never said or showed anything. Also because nobody knew I liked her. But then, even thought I was hiding an intense pain, I didn't stop hanging out with him and never spoke anything about this with her, but still, best friends. In about this time, I said: "You know what? I can't be stuck on that my whole life! I got to move on!" So, I started dating another girl in school. She was a really nice girl. We always made out and this kind of stuff boyfriend and girlfriend does. However, I never really felt anything for her. So, I decided to break up with her. However, I just said I wasn't feeling anything. Didn't say about my relationship with my best friend. So, I tried it again with other girl from another town (where my dad lives). I really liked her. However, I didn't forget about my best friend. But, as I live in a big city and she lives in a small town and I could only meet her in weekends and talk to her online, she thought this wasn't gonna work, so she broke up with me. However, she still talks to me, I still meet her and we usually talk online. This happened last year. So, I tried to rest from this girlfriend stuff and focus in my friends and studies. But then, I realised something: My best (male) friend didn't know sh*t in how to date! Also, that my best (fem.) friend was afraid of kissing. This may sound really weird, but she dated him since both were 12 and never kissed. And my best (male) friend always f***ed up with something: kissing other girld in spin the bottle and never telling her, or also ignoring her because of stuff she wasn't blamed for. But, however, I realised she was happy with him, even tought of these stuff. So, as a good friend, I gently hacked his Facebook account for good reasons and saw what were they talking about online. Just little shitty conversations. So then, I started talking to her in his account, and I realised this was actually making their relationship better! (But then he got pissed off with me and I had to give him my Facebook password to stay even. Really, we share our accounts until today and nobody knows about it!... well, kind of. Just keep reading). Then, I started giving him advices and I realised they got ok with each other. But still, didn't kiss! To sum up, this year, he somehow managed to f**k up this Facebook thing and she found out that, in some of the conversations, it was me. Surprisely, she wasn't mad or anything with me. In fact, we started talking more to each other! But IDK if it was because of this, but she, for some reason, started beeing mad with him andkind of humiliating him. But she didn't break up with him. But, because of that, he decided, with my influenciation, to break up with her. Well, he still didn't. But about lastweek, he was pissed off with me, I didn't know why. He just sarted ignoring everybody. But then, we started talking and he said it was because I told him I loved her since 4th grade and he was feeling bad because he got in school in 6th grade and started dating her. We talked and, after a few minutes, he was already ok. But then, in school, she asked me if I did know why was he like that. I couldn't lie to her. But, when I said the truth, surprisely, I she told me she was feeling the same way about me: she also liked me for a long time. She also said she was just dating him because people insisted in that andshe didn't break up because she would have the reputation of a b*tch. (I am not sure if that is true, but I believe her) HOWEVER, mmy best bud don't want me to try anything with her, even tought he knows about the situation. So, now, I don't know what to do: if I try something with her, I'm afraid I would be betraiding my friend. What should I do? (ALSO, PLEASE, don't answer those stuff like "You should follow your heart." This is really unhelpful.)

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