I love my friend or not.

I love my boyfriend but i love my best friend too?

• so the guy im with now tyler we were pushed in to this relationship to fast by his friend and mine now my friend is dating his friend. we have been together for 6 months now and well we were trying to figure each other out in the 6 months we have gotten better at it. the thing is he has his head shoved up his best friends *** i have asked him if he was gay and secretly in love with his best friend but he said no. well he disrespects me he never calls or talks on the phone with me hes told me hes not very good with texting or having a conversation over the phone but a simple message to let me know hes thinking about me would be awesome. he doesnt talk to me all day till about night time when im about to get off work and i know why is cuz he wants something from me. when we are alone together hes sometimes nice to me other times hes not and its usually becuz his friend is in the room. he acts like a totally different person and im not happy around the 2 of them. well he ignores me all the time and he doesnt do anything sweet for me like simply opening up the car door for his best friend treats me better than he does and hes dating my friend its really sad. he lives with his best friend so they see each other all the time well when its my day off he blows me off to hang out with friends hes done this 4 different times now i dont mind when he hangs out with friends cuz it gives me time to myslef but when he makes plans and than just bails its just annoying. to make it worse my friend steven has known me for years now hes has been there for me thru thick and thin he knows my strong points and my weaknesses. he treats me like a queen and he knows everything about me its just hes a couple of years younger than me and a couple years ago he dated a girl that i used to have a thing with so its makes it more complicated. i love tyler to death but he doesnt make me feel wanted or loved and when he makes me cry he doesnt even care he just does what he wants to do he says he loves me and that im the best thing thats happened to him but why would he treat me like this? also like tonght we got in to an argument and he didnt let me say one word he talked over me and then started screaming at me he didnt try to make me feel better afterwards either he made me feel worse than he said that im the reason why we argue all the time and then he goes and tells his friend that we broke up but than he calls me back begging for me telling me things i want to hear. im going through a hard time right now and my friend steven says i deserve better and any guy would be lucky to have me but not tyler he makes not effort that hes happy with me

• Answer:

  Neither love. Liking and infatuation, most likely. Would improve my English* before bothering with imagined love. Peace. * Sentences, paragraphs, structure, Capital letters, grammar and spelling.