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• I sit here and listen to my music. I think about how Im listening to Michael Buble'. I know that you were the one that introduced me to him. I am torn into two people. One side of me loves you with all my heart. The other is the side that longs to explore. Im a man who cheated before we got married. I feel soo complete at times and soo incomplete at other times. The thought of you makes me confortable, and guilty. I feel guilty every day... For not knowing what I want, Ever. I feel like this makes me this monster that im not. I do nothing but try to be a good person, I try to be understanding, good looking, successful.. The idea of being married in the long run is awesome because of the kids and the financial success and the stability. But no matter how I look at it, Im always going to wonder if I was really happy... I also feel guilty because I feel like... not to be rude... but that you need me. Your family situation is soo hectic, You need to get out of there.. your excited to get out of there... I want to help, but I dont know if I want to be married to you. I was wrong to get married. I have to say it. We got married for the wrong reasons.. We got married for the money.. Totally the wrong answer... It sounds terrible, but Im happy when im not thinking about you. A lot of what you do makes me really happy, while other things, after almost 5 years still annoy the **** out of me. I wanted to believe you cheated on me, Part of me still thinks you did. I broke up with you, I did it, as hard as it was it was done... And I took you back... Looking back at that time, That was for the wrong reasons too. You were depressed as hell, sounded like you wanted to end your life, you convinced me you had no place to go.... What was I supposed to do? I want to send this too you so bad, But I dont have the strength for that hurt right now. Not to sound like its all on me, but we both have soo much going on, when is a good time? There never is and their never will be. So, Here I am, Convincing myself that I have stuck myself to you for the rest of my life, With no chance of ever finding out if Im truly happy. I know couples are going to fight, be angry with each other. Believe me, we have recovered from plenty of that. I fought so hard to get your parents to like me, And I dont want to ruin that. Im soo worried about everyone else and not myself. Your fantastic! Everthing about you is good. Your pretty, smart, driven, and devoted to us. I have done soo much growing up with you, and I have learned soo much about life and relationships and women. What I always come down to, Is if im going to want to take it all back. Will I? What will happen? Will you still be in my life? (I dont want to try and have everything my way) I just want to be able to talk to you. Make sure that your ok and that your doing good. We stood with each other through thick and thin, but this is how I feel. What do I do?

• Answer:

  get some marital counseling not everything is black and white peace