Is high school worse than middle school if so why? if not why?

Why was a i social outcast threw out middle school,junior high,and even high school?

• I was just a average looking girl in school,i didn't have a bad attitude,or a bad personality. Everyone treated me like crap even though i wasn't even mean to them,it still bothers me today and i always fear its going to happen again, i had friends outside of school in my neighborhood but never any real ones in school, they always turned against me,i just want to know why was i the only social outcast in the whole school? I never saw anyone eat lunch alone like me or sit alone even ones who were really mean or didn't even want any friends, or ones who dressed poorly, or even ones that werent attractive talkin about pimples,and zits all over there face. i dont have any self confidence anymore or self esteem how do i get it back? btw dont give me advice on what to do in high school because im finished with it, like stand up for myself which btw only made things worse or have confidence which didnt do anything but make me more of an outcast cuz people thought i was acting like i was better then everyone.

• Answer:

  I am exactly on the same boat as you. I have been nothing but nice to everyone but in the end, I've found out that everyone was actually two faced (being nice to me in front of my face, talking **** about me behind my back.) You will always come across people like this. ALWAYS. What I have learned is that not everyone is going to like you and you know what? I've accepted that fact. If someone doesn't like me, they can just **** off and not put up with me. Not that much of a big deal. They are not important to me therefor what they think about me should not be important either. But I just forget about the people that do not like me and instead focus on the ones that do. I am not a people pleaser. Therefor, I d what makes me happy and never what makes others happy. If I want to chop my whole hair off and dye it black, I will do it. If I want to get a face piercing or a tattoo, I will do it. I I want to wear this outfit today, guess what. I will do it.