Since finishing school do you often talk/think about the grades you attained?

Since finishing school do u often talk/think about the grades u attained?

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  I am still sick... depressed sia. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… I am disillusioned now, very much so. I mean my life ambition...whatt do i really want? if my health is this bad, ithink... mmaybe i dont dream of becoming a doctor already la. Its such fat hope. I been thinking lately of joining a missionary somewhere, i really really want to help people. Its just me, somehow. Cause even if i do manage to become a doctor, i intend to leave the city life and become a missionary person also, ultimately. I thought of being a nun, but the temple conditions scare me now esp with the smoke and how im sensitive to it. So this year... i have been really busy. Ngee ann has nurtured me in a way i never imagined. I have been to the zoo on attachment and had a lot of fun. the sweet monkeys, esp the kangeroos i loved them so much! and that warhog and hippo just love them to bits!<3 I went on a YEP trip and saw with my own eyes whats its like on community service... even though i was sick... was worried to HELL about my lungs... and all but i really saw with my own eyes and knew that was what i really wanted to do. I will do more community work in the future...(when i am well if i do get well) School has been pretty tough, last sem i was on Instrumental and analytical chem, molecular biology, **** forgot... ie something events management... bioinformatics and medical biochemistry I was pretty satisfied with my results though my mum was not. Mbc and bioinformatics was a disappointment. I wasexpecting an A for MBC but oh well... B+. bIOINFORMATICCS was a total flung lucky its only 2 credit units... c+ Molecular bio was kind of expected... a. and INAC was the one i was most pleased withla... a+ ie was pass or fail only. and now im sick The whole world really falls down on you when you're sick. I live in coniston grove. and have a drummer as a neighbour who is driving me crazy... plus the construction works going on. I really KNOW what is called noise pollution though i think they find me noisy too since i have been playing alot of songs. Hee, bored lurhh. and trying to dim the noises too. I am well(have no symptoms), except i feel theres an infection in my bronchioles. When i was young, i always felt that my respiratory system was my weakness. Since i had frequent nose bleeds, got sick and nose leaked like a tap. But this is the first time i think i am experiencing the flu spread to my bronchioles! I had a bad bout of bacterial infection when i was 8, got bedridden in bed for a while.Caught dengue when i was 11, lay in bed for a week... cant rmb anything much cause i was having high fever and groggy most of the time. And now, technically i should be a lot more unhealthy since i dont cycle, run and play badminton like i used to. I do miss my life in the past sometimes, i like running around and being active... well... but its all part of growing up. Friends grow apart, We all have to learn to let go...