Can I study BSBA-accounting after BSBA-management?

What can I do to STUDY? I'm confused, I can't focus, I can't....? Help?

• I'm sixteen. Last year of school. O-levels. Dying. I'm this emotional whirlwind. I can't make myself study. I know it's important, that my future relies on it, there's no other way out. But it's freakin stupid. I have an exam coming next week. I can force myself to sit down and shut up but that's what my mind is all about: it's freaking stupid. What I'm doing is useless and meaningless. Whenever I try to study, I feel like I'm Wasting My Time. I can't get that thought out of my head. There's just no motivation, no nothing with studying at all. I'm empty. It's like not part of my life at all. Yet I don't want to flunk my exams right up to O-levels and flunk that one too. Plus, many things happened last year (chaos). I lost track of school. Missed a lot of it, can't catch up now. I used to be a generally good student, but now I'm just failing. I sincerely, genuinely HATE school, I can't stand that place, it's a prison occupied by immature brats, I can't put up with all that. I miss a lot of school and I find it...... exhausting to go. I try to be neutral with almost everybody, politely answering their questions and TRY to respond like normal people do, but i can't BLEND in. I'm not one of them. Like a freak. I have to study. I can't. Not that I don't try, but my heart's not in it at all- I'll want to go play the piano, write a blog, compose some music, read Italian, study jazz, memorize shakespeare, but i just can't study. Please.... just please.

• Answer:

  just study for like 5 mins and then go play piano and then go back and learn something else. dont sit there and not allow youself to go do things you want.