How do you get over insecurity?

How to get past insecurity and self problems?

• So i have a few different problems that i don't really have the resources to take care of and from those and when i was about 7 i have problems when im around people i feel like they hate me or think i shouldn't exist and i have to keep asking them if they like me or not because i feel like im a bad person all the time because they shouldn't have to waste their time on me but i know im a little insecure and every time i try and make a move on somebody i like or just as a friend i fall apart and i keep being alone because of it and i feel like no matter what i do im going to exist alone and i deserve to die alone because im a bad person and im going to rot in a hole the last person i talked to said she didn't hate me but she didn't want me to exist anywhere near her and didn't even give me another chance. and i feel like i deserve to be alone but i don't want to be alone all the time i constantly feel like i should die and i would let myself like its an aspiration but i know i don't want to, im not threatening myself but its always a feeling that i cant get rid of. and i just want to cry sometimes or hug somebody but i always got in trouble for that and i feel like i will still get in trouble somehow. and im going to be alone for ever because if nobody likes me now ill just keep getting worse when im older. how do i get past feeling bad all the time so i can be near somebody and get rid of those feelings so i don't feel like dying all the time, but how do i talk to somebody i like about those things so they don't hate me and they know im not trying to hurt them please help so i don't have to feel like this all the time and so i dont end up alone

• Answer:

  You sound like your depressed.. You should go see your GP & tell them exactly how you feel. It might not seem like they can help but they could refer you to an expert who can make you feel better & happy. Trust me^_^